(Leaving a handful Handful of nothing Eyes staring blindly At the future) Freezing cold I shiver from the heart Mine is the fear to be torn apart Which door shall I choose To avoid the life-ending noose I hide inside my shell The old familiar hell There seems to be no way out My greatest treasure is my doubt No illusions left on my way Poisoned myself with bitter sweet decay How much more must I bear Before this life ends in despair I hide inside my shell … Falling, drowning Night descending upon me slowly Leaving a handful Handful of nothing Eyes staring blindly Forever more I hide inside my shell …