You think I feel depressed, you say I should move on, but I've lost my consciousness, keep saying me breath on, but you will never understand, you'll never understand, never understand, never. You can't bear when I complain, you say I'm a nikilist and admit I think the same, but I know It's not only this and you can't feel through my nerves, you can't taste with my mouth, you can't see through my eyes, you just can't see. The bitterness I feel just from the inside, inner core loathing, you'll never feel it. The bitterness I feel, just from the inside, inner core vomit, you'll never feel it. You think I search for the worse of things, I dig a hole to pray down on my knees and it's not normal how I sink, it's not human how I grip. Don't you see within my eyes, see within my eyes, stare the blue-gray light, don't you see that I'm an alien. I can't assimilate your shit, arrogance peels my skin, violence defiles my brief, I'm imploding, within, I can't remain.