the quarter seems deserted, the day has gone by why are we not together? the summer is going to be over soon. it is night again and the shining stars are laughing at me. for three months i could not talk frankly to you. i love you and i want you to know. i have to let it out why? what's the problem? our meeting was planned for 5 o'clock, it was then i wanted to tell you. i already knew what to say. but yesterday at the football match i was screaming and shouting till i lost my voice. up to now. it is so painful. now i don't have any more desire to meet you. i set out to a party in order to hang out with my friends. i loved you and wanted you to know but i am not going to change my way of life because of you. i couldn`t wait any longer and now i will somehow get along without you.