http://www.ralphbuckley.com Beloved 1.... Upon the river of time we are moving steadily downstream. The collective consciousness...the compounded thoughts & feelings of all of us together, are on the very edge of "FREAKING OUT"... The anticipation is building with each & every passing day. What a time to be alive...depending on your view, we are either on the brink of salvation or destruction...! There are many heated debates & rebuttals on either side...and quite honestly I've stood on both sides, having my own schizophrenic battles within my own team of well informed multiple personalities (I have a few personalities, perhaps someday we'll become more acquainted & I'll introduce them 2 U)... I've convinced myself thoroughly & decidedly of many truths (and a few untruths as well). But it came down to really one simple truth.... "I don't wanna live in fear..." It's a disease & it's also addicting. So I shut off the TV and the computer for awhile... Long enough to get acquainted with myself & whatever it is that leads me to hope... For quite some time I was burying myself in the quicksand of fear and the grip of theNWO, and the devastation of 9/11, terrorism, the Illuminati, Bear Stearns, Rockefeller, Rothschild's, The Federal Reserve, the status quo...lies-lies-lies-propaganda, Iran, War on Terror, chem-trails, false flags, NAU the EU...tainted drinking water, poisonous crops, cloning livestock for food, trans-humanism, genocide, the Georgia Stones, Fox news, "Invest in your survival the end is coming"....on & on... and the more u dig the worse it gets....& most of this shit can be and is documented... greed & power & rape & violence & murder amplified by a trillion by this methamphetamine culture were living in that is perpetually letting you know that you're not good enough, U need more & better & that you need-need-need-need....& you need NOW....(god I'm working myself into a frenzy just typing this shit...!!!!) .....HOLD ON A MINUTE....SHUT THIS FUCKING THING OFF............. .....I don't have to do this to myself. I need to have hope...it's not up 2 me to decide what other folks need...but as for me....I need to have hope! The end of this world will not be the end of me...(or U)........the balance is off.....but.... The paradigm is changing.... listen if you dare....