Delusions of Ganja

I remember the day, you know, when we first met
You saved my life girl and I owe you respect
I didn't know how good my life could get
Because I love you girl, and I want you to know that
Like Nicky off BB, yeah you was fit
But after a while, you know, you got on my tits
She seemed to be a hit with the public and that though
But after a month, you know, she's back on the show
Turn on the TV and I'm flipping my lid
To get shot of the cow cost me a couple of quid
She can't handle the fame now aswell; she's only a kid
In a couple of years she'll be doing porno vids
But you know what Tupac said
That's just the way it is

I can't remember what life was when you weren't here
It's the only thing now that I've left to fear
Coz for 24 years my eyes had been closed
And up until now I didn't even know
From the moment we touched, girl, I felt our hearts infuse
You're not like the other girls who get confused
I had a mate like that once says he's got something to say
And on his 18th birthday man he tells me he's gay
I thought I'd never make a mistake like that again
Like I'm shouting back at him man - I thought we were friends
You used to score high and stuff on the town with the hens
Now he bowls left arm round from the pavilion end
But that's bloody life nowadays isn't it
Bloody liberals
I've gone and made myself angry now!

I know it's time now to turn the page
I've started evening classes to control my rage
You've told me you don't want to see me go to jail
Or just act like a cunt like Saxondale
But I see what you're saying man, and I know that it's sad
But I just get like this when the world's so bad
You know it's coz I care that it matters so much
Even if your mum thinks I'm out of touch

You see I respect her opinions, even though she's not right
Coz I respect the fact that your family's so tight
Not tight like greedy, coz they're more generous than most
And you are what you are coz you three are so close
But I just can't stand by and watch the country go pear
When there's guys turning to drugs coz their parents weren't there
She thinks it's not happening if it's not in her town
But that don't make it OK to act like a clown
You're still amazing though. It's not your fault
Like my therapist says, I just need to lock up the vault
I need some stronger tablets, man, before I regress
But I've just got this shit from the NHS
Oh ... I've gone and made myself angry again
Fucking bollocks!

Coz yeah, you mean everything to me
Yeah you do. Oh yeah. Feelin' this
And you are everything I need
Yeah...