Being your unsteady shield

being your unsteady shield,
I want to be your unsteady shield,
I want to protect you, 
even if I'm not able, I will try, 
I know I will do anything. 
It's what I feel when you appears. 
I feel fine, I feel alive. 
And when you're far, I'm empty, 
waiting near telephone you call me. 
When you're not here, I think of you, 
needing your presence. 
But in the evening of all dreams and disillusions, 
I understand you don't need me, you love another. 
And now it's the night of perdition, 
ache and suffering for ever and ever. 
The terminal pain. 
 
to M., the only one until the evening of disillusions

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